I HAVE NEVER BEEN SO PLEASED WITH A PURCHASE
this is why my computer needs a an attachable credit card reader
Thanks for the message! It’s always nice to talk to someone who has gone through it - not that I’d wish it upon anyone, but when there are other people out there suffering the same way, it’s nice to share war stories and keep each other sane, haha. You’re right, I’d say pretty much anything Pure O could reach the “I’d trade it for anything” level. I’ve experienced HOCD (*TRIGGER WARNING* - I much, much later happily realized I am bisexual. No anxiety involved, completely different) and ROCD myself, and consider them both the most horrifying because of the way they can undermine relationships at the most fundamental level. But as we know, any obsession can destroy one’s life. An OCD drinking game? Now THAT I’d get into! And probably become a raging alcoholic.
Thanks a lot for your response though, and if you’re interested I’d love to keep in touch. I know only one other person suffering from OCD, and as great a friend as he is, A) he doesn’t suffer from Pure O and B) I feel bad discussing my symptoms with him because I don’t want to introduce any new obsessions to him.
Anyway, I’m feeling a fair bit better as of yesterday evening and this morning! I’m terrified to go back to the therapist, now that I’ve got a better handle on myself I don’t want to bring back all those bad feelings…but I know it needs to be done.
“Julie D’Aubigny was a 17th-century bisexual French opera singer and fencing master who killed or wounded at least ten men in life-or-death duels, performed nightly shows on the biggest and most highly-respected opera stage in the world, and once took the Holy Orders just so that she could sneak into a convent and bang a nun. If nothing in that sentence at least marginally interests you, I have no idea why you’re visiting this website.”
TELEVISION get on this
I got an appointment with my old therapist for Monday. I did actually tell her though. It didn’t go well at first, but fortunately she’s an extremely understanding and compassionate person and told me she wants to learn more about my disorder and how she can help. How lucky am I? I’m feeling a bit better today. No one to really talk to until Monday, but I have a little bit more hope, and that’s the main thing I need.
Thanks for the consideration, btw, anon.
I thought I was doing so well…I thought I could fight this…and now it’s tearing my happiness to shreds one heartstring at a time.
Last week I was hopelessly in love. This week I can’t feel anything. Of all the things I have struggled with, ROCD is by far the worst. I would trade it for any other obsession. Because it calls into question the very fundamentals of happiness. Emotion. Love. It takes the person you adore and makes you feel nothing for them. It makes you cringe at their smile.
This is why i wanted to die, because of what i do to other people, the people i love, the person i love most, because of this THING in me that tortures me daily and nags and says you will never be happy, you will watch all the people you care for walk away from you because YOU hurt them, because you gave into the obsessions and compulsions, i am your brain and i will destroy your life from the inside out. i will strip you of every single thing that you love. i will tell you you have to, it’s the only way, and you will cry out against me knowing i am wrong, but you will do it anyway. you will tear yourself apart and howl in pain knowing it’s wrong but keep doing it anyway because your malfunctioning brain told you it was right. the people you hurt will hate you for it. you will hate yourself more. I am OCD and I FUCKING OWN YOU and THAT is why i have wanted to die on so many ocassions and be rid of this all because it hurts so fucking bad.
I love this song for its melody, and I love this video for its beautiful imagery. I also love Ramona Falls, but you might not have heard of them. They’re pretty obscure.
(⌐□_□) *Hipster Glasses*
“Trojan is planning a publicity stunt in NYC today wherein they are handing out 10,000 top of the range dildos from two hot dog carts.
The company plans to give out over half a million dollars in dildos – $540,000 to be precise – in the month of August to strengthen their campaign to bring sex toys into the mainstream. The use of the hot dog carts is an attempt to show that, y’know, things that you stick in your vagina (or up your butt) are totally mainstream. Just wait until you get home to use them.”
seriously guys who wants to go do this with me tomorrow
meet in midtown
send me yo email in a fanmail and you gotta be like an adult and stuffs
OMG I WANNA SEE THIS!
Me and my friend want to go to a porn shop, both buy huge black double sided dildos and have a dildo fight lol I imagine that will happen at this event. Somehow, someway
If this is legit, I almost want to be there, just so that I can say that I went. wat.
Haha dont lie, you know you totally want to get a nice play toy. I mean, hell if I were a girl I’d be freaking out. If they were giving away free guy sex toys….dear lord I’d tell someone to send me one lol
Will somebody in New York please pick up a hotdog cart dildo for me kthnx
oh man can someone get me one and ship it here
^ srsly omfg
I want a dildo off the hotdog cart jfc
I want a pretty blue one.
I really wish I knew someone in New York 8c
Holy snap. That was your sticker? I would pay good cash monies for one of those!
and I would be more than flattered if you colored it!! I don’t have a scanner up and running at the moment however /: But if you wanted to mess with the photo, or wait anotherrr month or so until I move, I would be so pleased.
Thanks a ton for the compliment! I can’t believe my art is being reblogged through people I admire…unnghhghhfff